I can’t believe it. No one can blame me.
Everything I temporary believe in…
Is gone.

I can’t conceive it. Why would this happen?
It always does, I’m just way to stubborn…
To see it.

I can’t conceal it. These traps locked deep in my mind,
Show themselves, to where everyone sees…
But don’t understand.

These days are the hated past of tomorrow.
The memories that are filled with hopeless sorrow.
It’s a trap that just controls my fate.
It’s a trap but I didn’t get the bait.
I can’t relate with this future that lies behind me.
The pain I’ve seen shuts my eyes and serves to blind me.

I can’t understand. Why does this happen?
The walls stopped closing in, but just to start again.
And this I demand, to know what lies in between.
In between me and the walls closing within.
I can’t take it. I can’t break it.
I can’t win. I can’t lose.
I can’t live. I can’t die.
I can’t see. I can’t shut it out.
I can’t do anything.
The only I can do…
Is nothing.
And sometimes I can’t do that.